Motivation

 You may not have done a Ph.D. in Motivation yet. But you had read so many quotes, blogs, books written on this topic. You didn't leave any Ted talk, insta reel, youtube video that speaks about ways to motivate yourself.

It did work. But the validity period expired, and you are left alone looking for the booster dose. 

If you are reading this in hopes of finding your next dose, I am sorry to disappoint you. Even I don't know how or where to find it. And that's the reason I started writing this article.

Ironically, life surprises you at moments when you finally come to terms with how disappointed you feel about yourself and your life. It's as if life had packed a consolation prize inside the wrapper of disappointment.

You don't need motivation. You just want to shut everything down, scream at the top of your lungs, heart, throat and what not! You want to push everyone and everything away. But without being left alone. You want everything to be sorted out as if by magic. And even if that happens, you discount that very thing because of your disbelief that your life can never get any better. You believe that everyone out there is an asshole who has no clue what (s)he does with his/her life. When life feels like a crazy temple run game where you don't know why you are running, why were those monsters chasing you and why can't you hide or jump anywhere without losing life?

Better splash some cold water on your face and step outside for a walk. When the body moves, the mind moves along with it. Get your body moving. Feel the moving breeze on your face. Prepare yourself properly in your treasure hunt for motivation :)